Time will Heal my pain.....



Last Sunday at this time my heart was Heavy as the week goes by it feels like it has grew even Heavier and much larger.....  Mom fought for us for 5 and a half years. She had a lot of good days and a lot of bad days but never would she really tell us of the bad. Even as she lay in her bed the last day she told her grandson " I'm good ".... Never wanting anyone to feel for her or be sad. She was an outstanding Mother ,  Sister , wife , auntie , Friend but the one thing she had the most fun at was being a Nana <3 She never stopped loving her Grandsons . Her last breath was actually for one of them. He had traveled three and a half hours to see Nana and I know in my heart she knew she had to hold on and take that last breath. He was the first grandson for Nana to hold and the last grandson that could hold His Nana. I know God has a plan and I know she's at peace...... As I get though each day I wonder how I will live without her. She seemed liked she could always fix things and make them better. She prayed for so many and loved like no one could ever love .... She was My Mom , My Friend and My Hero. My son said " She traded in her Hero Cape for a Set of Wings " and that I do believe. I will miss you mom but I know you are in a better place and till we meet again, I hope I can make you proud like you made me <3 I Love You Mom and I know You Loved Me !!!

3 comments:

  1. A wonderful heartfelt tribute to a truly fabulous person, Mimi.

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  2. Very beautiful and very true. ;o)

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  3. I'm so sorry you are hurting so bad.. it's going to be a long healing journey, because she was the most amazing woman! She was the best auntie any girl could ever have! I've never had any other aunt tell me they love me at the end of ever phone call or just call every other day to see how Zo was.. she was truly an amazing lady and I miss her more than my heart can hold at times.. love you kim!

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